How can you define a happy and healthy relationship? is it enough that you are contented? is enough that you are both happy when your together? or is it enough that you just love one another?. For me in any relationship all efforts counts, every words will make a sense and any feelings must always be valued. But what if no matter what you do or how hard you exert an effort to reach out and to make him/her feel your love nothing seems to matter at all.
This is how I feel right now, I've been in a relationship for one year and eight months and all this time I never felt so appreciated. I know that my girlfriend isn't that showy on the way she feels not unless she's doubting or mad. I'm quite a sensitive guy, very actually. I love her so much, that in every thing I do if it wasn't for her, she'll always be in consideration. Everything she do or say matters to me in fact even just a single pick up line will means a lot to me you can't even imagine how I giggle whenever she does that.
I was too short tempered guy I used to get mad at her as I have said, I was too sensitive even with her words but I was trying my very best not to. I can say that I'm quite romantic I do things just to make her feel loved and most of the time I am being so corny. This is how I love a girl I invest a lot of effort for them. But lately I felt tired of doing this things, which I don't even know if it matters to her. I don't want to open this up to her because once I do everything will be unnatural anymore she'll do things because she have to not because she want it.
I can't say I'm still happy for what we have now, all I know is I love her so much that I couldn't afford to lose her. I don't know if I was just acting too sensitive or if I was really taken for granted. Now I'll still want to take this journey with her and I'll do everything to make it last even more.
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