All I want for Christmas

Well I'm still quite busy so I have decided to do various post at once haha pardon me for that lol.

Sorry? what does it means to you? how often you say or hear such word?. Sorry is being said when you feel pity or regret, when you commit mistake, or even for you to show some sympathy. But what does SORRY really does? it doesn't change what's said and done well I guess it doesn't make any change at all. Sometimes it can make you feel better but sometimes its the other way around, that is when SORRY, wasn't said the way it has to be or if it was just been said which makes it seems nothing but words. Sorry is just a word after all what makes it special was the intention or how you mean it as well as the things that you are willing to do just to make it right. You might be wondering why did I came up with this topic it's just that I been dealing with such word for the same reason for almost 24 months and now I feel numb about it. I wont go much into details cause i want to keep it positive today as for the following topics.

Well if you remember in my last post I attended my niece's 7th birthday which had been so much fun, but just last Saturday its my other nieces's birthday, 7th as well and yes "NIECES" because they were twins. Jessica's birthday (the first one) was disney themed while Bernadette and Veronica's (the twins) was barbie themed which was as well cool. I tool care of this three lovely young ladies back then when they were still babies and I did that alone and at once imagine me baby sitting three babies at one time? hahaha. Fun is given present at both parties but the food factor goes to Jessica's party while the glam goes to the twin's.

Now for the main topic, I was tagged by the gorgeous artist, Jessica Lopez with this fun post chain and I can't afford to ignore it so here it goes.

The tag came with these simple rules: 

1. Kindly use the same title and as well as the first photo that I put here (that blurry picture of a Christmas tree above) in your post.

2. List 6 things that you want to receive for Christmas. 

3. Tag 6 of your friends to make the same post (no tag backs). 

4. Send me the link so I could check it out too.

I haven't came up with anything so I'll write what ever come to my mind haha

(following photos are googled)

•A camera: haha I just love to take pictures of my self haha if you could check my Facebook I already have almost 4 thousand photos haha it could be used for blog sake as well.

•More pandas: haha i have a lot of pandas already but I just cant get enough

•More time and patience: haha i think this is what I need the most now haha

•Hunky body: as what I always wanted to have haha

•Branded and fashionable clothes and shoes:  haha I don't wear branded shirts but though I want to haha this some how gives me a reason to be a shopaholic someday.

•Friends: well for a while I felt like I have lost them all haha

Now I'm passing this chain to six lovely blogger which I randomly picked on my blog roll 

(in no particular order)

Annie

Jay

Bino

Denggoy

El toro Bumingo

Cyron

Thats all for now folks:)

Busy me: Just another tough week

It had been another busy week for me, and it seems like a roller coaster ride a lot of ups and downs. My apologies to my delayed comments on your blogs but though I tried to take every available time to visit your blogs. There’s so much to tell so I think we better get started.

(Googled)

It all begun with the first misfortune of the week, our computer collapsed and we can do nothing about it. We think it has something to do with the hard drive so therefore no internet for several days and I’m pissed of by that we want to have it fixed but time is just too short for us.

(Googled)

My girlfriend paid me a visit, at first I thought it was the happiest day of the week but when the night comes I was pissed off by what she have done or maybe should I say what she did not do. I don’t purchase load for my phone except for some emergencies well perhaps it was  just to prevent her empty doubts beside she calls me every night. But this past few weeks the calls were lessen even the conversations got shortened which I understand, I don’t want to take all of her time anyways. But on that day she visited me, she leave to go back home I expected her to call me as soon as she made it as she always does but there’s none even a single text message. The next morning still there no call or message from her I was worried of course. I checked my facebook just to be sure if she dropped some message but still there is none. Later around 9 pm she finally called but just to say that she’s on her way home she said she hanged out with some friends. It was a short conversation because she her phone have few charge left she assured me she’s gonna call again which she did but just to say good night. And up until now there is no apologies though she knew I was mad about it. To be honest I wasn’t feelin good regarding our relationship but I knew for a fact that I still love her so much that I can’t afford to lose her. Well I guess relationship and love  isn’t about being happy after all.

(Me and my Godparents)

Me and my cousin Blue and Mirasol registered for the sacrament of confirmation or “ kumpil”   a month ago and have attended seminars for several Sundays as it was a requirement for the said event. Friday night was our schedule for the “kumpisal” or confession. And then we rehearsed for the event the next morning it took us four hours to get it done. I think all of the candidates were more than a hundred. Then lastly Sunday afternoon was for the actual event, it was lead by the bishop of our sector the ceremony went well and the whole event was so solemn. After the sacrament of confirmation it feels like ten steps closer to god.

(My niece Jessica- photo from my cousin)

(my other nieces and nephews)

We also have attended my niece’s birthday. I took care of her back then when she was still a toddler but now she just turned seven. The party was really cute the theme was Disney princesses, The food as well were pretty good. We had fun watching programs such as 7 roses, candles etc just like how traditional debut is.

(Googled again)

Throughout this series of event I surprisingly I have finished reading a book the first book I have ever read. Well it was “Lorien Legacies-I am Number Four “ a pretty easy to read book. Though I have seen the movie I find reading it’s book better and I understand the whole story even more. Reading it seems like being in the actual event that was happening ,you can see the images describe on the book clearly and you can feel as the main character feels as if you were one which I think the best thing a book can do. Now I was looking forward to read the next book my cousin blue has his copy of “the rise of nine” but of course I have to read “the power of six” first. Can anyone lend me a copy? haha

Everything seems back to normal though there are still some events to attend and things has to be done but one thing is for sure I’ll keep in touch ;).

My Children

Today I feel like sharing to you guys my beloved children, yeah children coz that's how I consider them haha,

This post was inspired by "Fing-Fing" Sk's son if you visit Sk's blog you'll know what I mean.

Well they were not really kids they were actually my stuffed toys.

Let's start with my oldest, his name is Mike I got him from m father twelve years ago.

He's always jealous, sweet, and he loves dressing up.

Honestly I love him the most haha.

Next in line is this kid, He looks like his daddy so I named him after me.

Melvin jr. likes to play pretend. Sometimes he pretend he was a tiger and sometimes a panda

Now here's Mr. Salt and Mrs. Pepper together with their son Paprika. 

This key chain means a lot to me, since we call each other salt and pepper

 I bought two of this and I gave the other one to my girl Friend,

This is Tabs from the root word Taba(fat) do I need to explain why? haha

but don't tell him I called him taba he doesn't want that

he sees himself sexy.

Now here Mint my girlfriend gave it to me she said she found it in her closet and since Im a panda

lover she gave it to me, and by the way he is blind.

poor thing

Here's Mush-mush, he was also from my girl friend.He has skin disease and he was sickly so thats why he has that hat and scarf. 

This Rilakkuma the first time I bought it I wasn't aware that this kind of toys is quite known.

So maybe thats why he's kinda bossy haha he acts and dress up like a prince  

Lastly here's Jj, He's always full of energy he like to hug me and he's quite vain just like his

dad he even hates to step on the floor.

Well if you may notice they were a bit dirty already so today they were having a bath.

Jj and Tabs were quite clean and its dangerous for Mush-Mush  so they were exempted. 

They all hates to take a bath maybe because..

... it's painful to see them hanging but daddy said it's for their own good haha.

thats all for now happy blogging every one

Happy birthday to Bino

Love Junk

Me and my girlfriend had been in loved for almost 20 months and its been a hell of a journey. Of all the relationship I've been through this is by far the longest and the most real. I had a total of 4 relationship so far and I have a feeling that this would be all you know what I mean hoho. 

Well this somehow has something to do with my topic, Yesterday as I was cleaning my closet I found a bag full of treasure. No it wasn't gold or something it wasn't even valuable but still that's how I consider those stuffs. Its just that I am a "pack rat" I keep everything that might reminds me of events or place I've been or even person that had been a part of my life. So today I feel like sharing this to you hope you like it.

First would be this love letters and other stuff I got from my third girlfriend.

some promise just never last:|

Then this cute pandas I got from a girl that I hooked up.We may not end up together but we had fun being together back in those time.:3

Lastly this bunch of stuffs that my current girlfriend gave me ♥___♥ 

Underappreciated

How can you define a happy and healthy relationship? is it enough that you are contented? is enough that you are both happy when your together? or is it enough that you just love one another?. For me in any relationship all efforts counts, every words will make a sense and any feelings must always be valued. But what if no matter what you do or how hard you exert an effort to reach out and to make him/her feel your love nothing seems to matter at all.

This is how I feel right now, I've been in a relationship for one year and eight months and all this time I never felt so appreciated. I know that my girlfriend isn't that showy on the way she feels not unless she's doubting or mad. I'm quite a sensitive guy, very actually. I love her so much, that in every thing I do if it wasn't for her, she'll always be in consideration. Everything she do or say matters to me in fact even just a single pick up line will means a lot to me you can't even imagine how I giggle whenever she does that.

I was too short tempered guy I used to get mad at her as I have said, I was too sensitive even with her words but I was trying my very best not to. I can say that I'm quite romantic I do things just to make her feel loved and most of the time I am being so corny. This is how I love a girl  I invest a lot of effort for them. But lately I felt tired of doing this things, which I don't even know if it matters to her. I don't want to open this up to her because once I do everything will be unnatural anymore she'll do things because she have to not because she want it.

I can't say I'm still happy for what we have now, all I know is I love her so much that I couldn't afford to lose her. I don't know if I was just acting too sensitive or if I was really taken for granted. Now I'll still want to take this journey with her and I'll do everything to make it last even more.

This has been too EMO haha have a great weekend everyone god bless and take care lots of love♥___♥

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OOOOPs I accidentally deleted my thank you post for Kojie.san|men haist I can't retrieve it

LovE is about??

Love isn't about things that you like on a certain person, not the way he/she looks, speak or even how they treat you,love is about acceptance.
Love doesn't always means fun and happiness but it can also mean struggling and hurting
Love isn't about give and take relationship, its about sacrifices.
Love isn't about satisfaction but contentment.
Love isn't about winning its about taking the risks.
Love isn't something you just feel but something that you must share.
There's indeed so many ways to describe love but I still believe you'll only know its meaning when it already had you falling.

When do you ZIP it?

We bloggers might be one who believe the most on our freedom of speech we intend to say whats on our mind.
In my case I might be a silent type of guy but I always say things that I find necessary to say.
But I've notice something about myself just recent, I've been in relationship for more than a year.
Me and my girlfriend started a little rough we came to a point that we broke up for a while. there's no third party or what its just that we are two totally different person Im so sensitive and she's not she says thing whenever she feels like it without even thinking what will I feel about that.I know and it show that she love me so much maybe more than I love her but perhaps trusting isn't part of her vocabulary. I did everything just to gain her trust even to stay away from some friends she's jealous of but nothing works but I know she's trying at first every doubt she has will turn out a fight cause Its really getting in my nerves.She still sometimes doubts on me but I notice that we are not fighting like before its not like just I get used of it but maybe I learned how to just zip it so things wont be harder for us maybe And it makes me feel happy to see us being stable.

You, when do you think it's right to just keep things left unspoken??