Love, one of the simplest word yet has the most complicated meaning. It can be define depending on our own perceptions. Even science can't really explain how this works.
Well I know for a fact that February is far at reach and valentines is not even close a bit, but for today the topic I would like to discuss for this post is about such thing or as a movie and a song said "this crazy little thing we called love". I came up with this idea as I was observing people around me, and the discussions we had with regards to this.
First let me ask you this popular question people intend to ask,
Who would you choose, a person whom you love but doesn't love you back, or that person who loves you whom you can't fully love. Or in simpler term, would you rather love than to be loved or to be loved than to love.
If you answered first one, I could say that you are one of those people who believes in a fairytale kind of love. Or those people who sacrifices a lot to get hold on the feelings you and your partner has. You can be a masochist lover or a sacrificial partner.
On the other way around, If you choose the second option you are a wise lover. And you've learned that loving yourself before others is essential to maintain yourself as is. You were the kind of lover who has pride and wise enough to know when to hold on and to let go.
On these scenarios, we can't say that the other was not right, because in love there's no such thing as wrong, every kind of love affair is worth the risk and worth fighting for and it will always depends on those who were involved.
Moving on, another famous line when it comes to such topic is, "love is blind", for me, I never really believe in such saying. If love is blind how would you be able to find someone in the first place haha, but seriously, we are wise enough to see what those people we love has, but it's just that we intend to look on what they has and not what is lacking on them, in fact even a tiny piece of goodness in oneself can be enough reason for him/her to be loved. Again love is not blind, it actually makes you see the good in others.
In connection to this, there are some lovers whom was being hurt but cannot do anything but to stay,if the love was built among two people even though one lost it the other might not, and in this scenario there will be two option, it's either took the courage to walk away or wait for the time when your heart felt so tired coz that will be the only time when you'll be able to let go.
As for the long term lovers( like me and my gf), I know there would come a time when the magic is isn't there anymore, that it was not fun as it was before. Keep in mind that when that magic is gone, it doesn't necessarily means the love was gone as well. In this case one must initiate to do something to burst what the both of you still has, and also the other one must respond and do his/her part too, coz love won't work if there's only one person fighting for it to last.
Well, If I were to list down the things that were essential for love here would be the items I think both parties must posses:
First thing is acceptance, accept the fact that his/her world doesn't revolves around you, accept the fact that he/she has to say on how the relationship must pursue and most importantly accept each difference you has. Adjust for the difference and cherish the similarities that how it must work.
Trust, it is also something both of you must have for each other, however trust doesn't comes alone it must come with loyalty as well. Trust and loyalty must never be apart. Never waste trust he/she has for you and appreciate loyalty through trust.
Sacrifice, well love never end in a happily ever after, love is a working process, and it must take a step higher and higher as you go along. It must never be stuck on a state which will make the love you have unworthy, and for you to be able to make your love grows both of you must sacrifice.
Love is too broad to ponder that's why it was never meant for us to Analise but to be felt, cherished and shared.
Sunday, August 18, 2013
Sunday, August 4, 2013
AnswerS
Okay since it's my day off, I would be answering the questions you asked me on my last post. It's funny because some questions were really challenging for me, but let's see what can I come up with. And since, some of the question were in vernacular this post would be a taglish post okay? and by the way i'll be answering it all impromptu while im writing this post haha so please bear with me
Senyor Iskwater: how's your sex life? kelan 'yung huli?
Mecoy: Wala olats tayo lately, last? i couldn't even remember when pero siguro earlier this year.
1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = 1/2y...equation2
equation1-equation2:
1/2x +1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = y
0/2x +1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = 1/2y
--------------------------------------… --
1/2x = 1/2 y
so x=y (i googled it haha)
Mar Unplog:Bakit mo nasabi na hawig ko si JLC? hahaha
Fiel-kun:Kung tunay kang treasure ng iyong mga magulang, kailan ka nila ibabaon?
Mecoy: pag naibaon ka na daw nila parekoy hahaha piz!
Fiel-kun:Kung ikaw ay wanted at may reward na 1 million... pag sumuko ka ba makukuha mo yung pera?
Mecoy: Baka indi, kokontratahin na lang kita basta 50/50 tayo walang onsehan aahh!
Fiel-kun:Bakit ang beer meron sa lata, eh ang alak wala?
J.Lo.:Bakit ang sipag mo din magpicture ng self mo?
Senyor Iskwater: how's your sex life? kelan 'yung huli?
Mecoy: Wala olats tayo lately, last? i couldn't even remember when pero siguro earlier this year.
Bino: how did you find your first job?
Mecoy: Well, it is quite challenging but yet very fullfilling, I mean I'm enjoying it so far.
Adam:If 1/2x +1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = y,
then x = ?
Mecoy:1/2x +1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = y... equation 1
(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = y) *1/21/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = 1/2y...equation2
equation1-equation2:
1/2x +1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = y
0/2x +1/2(1/2x + 1/2(1/2x +1/2(1/2x + ... = 1/2y
--------------------------------------… --
1/2x = 1/2 y
so x=y (i googled it haha)
Foongpc: How many hours you sleep in a day?
Mecoy: before I started working I'm sleeping 10 hours a day but now, I'm sleeping roughly 5hours a day (can you imagine how hard for me to adjust my sleeping habit? haha)
Foongpc:What is your favorite food?
Mecoy: I eat a lot lately, but then nothing beats spaghetti in my top list of most favorite food haha
Foongpc:Do you argue with your siblings?
Mecoy: yes of course, I often have arguments with them, it's because of my short temper.
MAr Unplog:Kung may outreach ulit ang PBO, sasama ka ba?
Mecoy: hanggat kaya, sasama ako sir mar! saya nyo kaya kasama
Mar Unplog:Bakit mo nasabi na hawig ko si JLC? hahaha
Mecoy: iisa naman kasi talaga hulmahan nyo ee, pwede ka na nga sumideline as impersonator ee
Balut: Kelan tayo kakain ng fishbol?
Mecoy: sa eyebol ng pbo balut ahaha
Fiel-kun:Bakit mo nalilimutan ang mga bagay na kailangan mong maalala at naaalala mo ang mga bagay na gusto mong nang kalimutan?
Mecoy: kasi mas yung mga alaalang gusto mo kalimutan ee may bigat na dala kaya kahit gano mo subukang kalimutan ay di mo talaga magagawa, pero sa mga bagay na kailangan mong maalala pero nakakalimutan mo pa, ee ibang usapan na,sabi nga ni kuya kim "magmemo plus gold ka na"
Mecoy: kasi mas yung mga alaalang gusto mo kalimutan ee may bigat na dala kaya kahit gano mo subukang kalimutan ay di mo talaga magagawa, pero sa mga bagay na kailangan mong maalala pero nakakalimutan mo pa, ee ibang usapan na,sabi nga ni kuya kim "magmemo plus gold ka na"
Fiel-kun:Alin ba talaga ang tunay, Royal true orange o Minute maid with real pulp?
Mecoy: sa tingin ko ang tunay ee yung minute maid, ung royal naman ee yung totoo. hahaha
Mecoy: sa tingin ko ang tunay ee yung minute maid, ung royal naman ee yung totoo. hahaha
Fiel-kun:Kung tunay kang treasure ng iyong mga magulang, kailan ka nila ibabaon?
Mecoy: pag naibaon ka na daw nila parekoy hahaha piz!
Fiel-kun:Kung ikaw ay wanted at may reward na 1 million... pag sumuko ka ba makukuha mo yung pera?
Mecoy: Baka indi, kokontratahin na lang kita basta 50/50 tayo walang onsehan aahh!
Fiel-kun:Bakit ang beer meron sa lata, eh ang alak wala?
Mecoy: pag nasa lata kasi ung alak, di masarap kasi ang masarap lang na nasa lata ee ung mga alcohol na pinapalamig sa ref ee ung mga alak(yan ee kung ung mga brandy type yun tinutukoy mo) ee pang room temp lang haha seryoso???
Mr.Nightcrawler:Bakit masarap kumain pag libre?
Mecoy:kasi busog na tyan mo, di pa nagutom wallet mo
Rix:what type of blog you enjoy reading?
Mecoy:R-18 blogs haha but aside to that I enjoyed reading post from humor blogs.
Ric: para sa isang High School graduate hindi ba mahirap mag-adjust sa isang Call Center job?
Mecoy:di naman mahirap, may mga time nga lang di ako makarelate sa usapang professional haha, nakaoverwhelm din na kahit pano nakakasabay ako sa kanila
Mr. Lonely: when do you want to find a girl to be in relationship with?
Mecoy: hmm I am in a relationship right now so i guess i don't really need to find any other soon, perhaps next month I will haha just kidding
Jonathan:How do you find time to read and answer hundreds of blogs?
Mecoy: I actually don't know, in fact i thought everyone does it too. Maybe it's because in daily basis, I enjoy listening to what other people has to say (chismoso in other word) which I think I also manage to apply here in blogosphere
Khantatora:ano ang kulay ng pag-ibig.
Iguhit ang kasagutan sa 1/4 sheet na padpaper at iscan at ipost sa blog.
Mecoy: haha pasensya ka na naubusan ako ng 1/4 at wala kong classmate na naaarboran haha pero sa tingin ko rainbow like yung kulay nya hahaha kasi magulo pero makulay haha gulo ng sagot ko diba?
J.Lo.: Bakit ang seksi mo??
Mecoy: eto ang pinaka magandang tanong na nakita ko hahaha! anyway di ako sexy para na nga kong 3 months preggy, wow ngryhme ung sagot ko aa
J.Lo.:Bakit ang sipag mo din magpicture ng self mo?
Mecoy:haha ewan ko kasi siguro kasi wa kong msyadong pics nung bata ako kaya nabawi naun(lusot na ba?)
Kulapitot: Kung may mangyayari sayo sa katulad mong kasarisn bakit ako?
Mecoy: mejo magulo ung tanong mo pareng josh ahh, mangyayari samen ng same sex ko?at sayo? oks lang yun, pero dipende pa din yun sa kung ano tinutukoy mo sa "mangyayari" na yan haha sumesafe answer diba?
Ate Joy: What is your passion and dreams mecoy?
Mecoy: Lately, bloggin has been my passion, and as for my dreams, all I want to have is a stable life together with my family and my family to be hehe. I don't want to dream big cause I know for a fact that god's will is far better than those.
Real College Student of Atlanta: how is the job and life going?
Mecoy: hmm there's too much to digest but then I enjoy every bits of it which makes my life way better.
Zai: what is your favorite piece of clothing mecoy? at share ka naman ng pic wearing it :)
Mecoy:wala pa Zai, kasi ung mga clothes ko ee mostly bigay lang sakin haha, pag nakapag shopping na ko ng ilan popost ko haha
Suatuapui: What job are you training for?
Mecoy: I'm training to be a travel agent
Ishmael Fischer Ahab:What is your favorite place in Cavite?
Mecoy: hmm well, I'm thorn between freedom park in kawit and kadiwa park in dasma,
haha I don't know much places here so that's all i have in mind as of the moment.
Umi: One thing that irritates you the most?
Mecoy: Empty doubts, haha i mean when your girlfriend accuse you of cheating out of nothing
Lola Finn:Your worst nightmare??
Mecoy: I had this nightmare before on which there was a zombie apocalypse happened and my family was one of the infected ones and I had to kill them all within that dream.It's scary and sad at the same time.
Bananaz:you know what Bananaz is thinking?
Mecoy: perhaps they were thinking of a way to eliminate all minions hahaha
Thanks for all who participated on this, I appreciate it all:)
Monday, July 29, 2013
Ask Me Anything
Well, i'm still busy to do some of the post I had in mind, I'm still on my job training process and still it was just as enjoyable as it was before.
hmm since the plan I have for the blog post I'll be having soon (which was actually a series) requires more time it is not possible for me to start it as early as now, and so, I'm thinking of ways to fill out my page, I mean I don't want to be out for too long.
As for now, I won't be talking about any topic but instead I want you guys to throw any kind of question you want me to answer, yeah lets make this page a little bit more interactive.
This is how it goes ask me Everything, it could be personal, advice, or what, just don't ask me some mathematical, scientific or any academic question okay?. I'll answer it so long as I can on my next post, so do as you please.
hmm since the plan I have for the blog post I'll be having soon (which was actually a series) requires more time it is not possible for me to start it as early as now, and so, I'm thinking of ways to fill out my page, I mean I don't want to be out for too long.
As for now, I won't be talking about any topic but instead I want you guys to throw any kind of question you want me to answer, yeah lets make this page a little bit more interactive.
This is how it goes ask me Everything, it could be personal, advice, or what, just don't ask me some mathematical, scientific or any academic question okay?. I'll answer it so long as I can on my next post, so do as you please.
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Work/EQ/ Bday
What's up guys, what can you say about the ending of my TWISTED series, I must admit, the series supposed to be longer, but then I think I can't manage to further prolong the series, but at least, I think I manage to twist the ending on a way which seems to be surprising enough right?.
Anyway, I would just like to share to you guys some recent happenings in my life, I know most of my Filipino blogger friends have read about this on my tagalog blog but I'll share it anyway.
After years of being a burden to my family and after years of being a ghost in the society I am now, currently employed!. I'm employed at call center and I was hired two weeks ago actually, I'm still on the training process, but so far so good.
Even though I feel the least on our batch, as for me being the only high school level in the class and in addition to that I have no call center experience at all, I think I manage to somehow cope up with the entire class. This training makes me feels like I'm schooling again, which was really great! and my trainer and co-trainees were so fun to be with which makes our work even more enjoyable.
As you know I have a bit issue when it comes to my confidence right?, and one of my goal on applying in such job was actually to improve it, and I'm happy to say that little by little I'm learning to trust my self more.
God has been so great to me this month, and now I'm sure that God has his way of giving blessing, and he has this certain timing which will really amaze you.
By the way, since I have a job now and it takes most of my time, I might be missing on some of your post, but I promise, I'll try my best to be at your post at each and every time possible okay?
Hmm another thing I would like to share to you guys is about my controls of my feelings. I must admit, I can't really control my feelings. Sadness, fear, doubts, disappointments and most especially temper I just can't control it to the point that it took control over me. It clearly shows that I have a very poor EQ, and I don't know what to do to fix this.
July is my birth month and in few days time I'll be celebrating my birthday, wanna try guessing when? no cheating don't check it on my facebook.
Last year, I had my worst birthday ever and it showed in my bday pos back then, as for this year I don't know what to expect, I'll be at work in the morning till noon and some of my co-trainees knew about it, I'm quite excited, coz' this year I'll receive personal greetings from other people aside my gf and family members lol.
I guess that's all for now, I just feel like to update my page,
Anyway, I would just like to share to you guys some recent happenings in my life, I know most of my Filipino blogger friends have read about this on my tagalog blog but I'll share it anyway.
After years of being a burden to my family and after years of being a ghost in the society I am now, currently employed!. I'm employed at call center and I was hired two weeks ago actually, I'm still on the training process, but so far so good.
Even though I feel the least on our batch, as for me being the only high school level in the class and in addition to that I have no call center experience at all, I think I manage to somehow cope up with the entire class. This training makes me feels like I'm schooling again, which was really great! and my trainer and co-trainees were so fun to be with which makes our work even more enjoyable.
As you know I have a bit issue when it comes to my confidence right?, and one of my goal on applying in such job was actually to improve it, and I'm happy to say that little by little I'm learning to trust my self more.
God has been so great to me this month, and now I'm sure that God has his way of giving blessing, and he has this certain timing which will really amaze you.
By the way, since I have a job now and it takes most of my time, I might be missing on some of your post, but I promise, I'll try my best to be at your post at each and every time possible okay?
Hmm another thing I would like to share to you guys is about my controls of my feelings. I must admit, I can't really control my feelings. Sadness, fear, doubts, disappointments and most especially temper I just can't control it to the point that it took control over me. It clearly shows that I have a very poor EQ, and I don't know what to do to fix this.
July is my birth month and in few days time I'll be celebrating my birthday, wanna try guessing when? no cheating don't check it on my facebook.
Last year, I had my worst birthday ever and it showed in my bday pos back then, as for this year I don't know what to expect, I'll be at work in the morning till noon and some of my co-trainees knew about it, I'm quite excited, coz' this year I'll receive personal greetings from other people aside my gf and family members lol.
I guess that's all for now, I just feel like to update my page,
Monday, July 15, 2013
Twisted Finale
Familiar greetings, familiar scent a familiar place indeed.
It feels good to be back in the place you used to live in, that was what
Christian had in mind “It’s been four
years, I have waited too long to see her again” Christian told himself. From the airport
Christian went straight to Anna’s house.
“Mrs. Bella? Is Annie there?”
“Christian? Is that you? ”
“Yes its certainly is me mam?”
“oh god it’s been years, how your mom?”
“she’s doing great, better than our first year there, she
had a hard time accepting my father’s death”
“oh that’s actually the last thing we've heard from you”
“well, it’s just that we've struggled a lot since then,
anyway is any there?”
“Ohh I’m sorry she’s not here, perhaps she’s at her coffee
shop, I’ll give you the address”
Christian went on the said coffee shop and there she saw
Anna. She seems a little bit matured yet as pretty as she was four years ago.
Christian greeted Anna who was very surprised to see him and
Anna run toward him and hugged him tightly.
“I missed you Ichan, why did you leave without saying
goodbye”
“Well, I’m puzzled that time but now, I know what I really
want that’s why I came back”
“Come on let’s go inside I’ll make you a coffee”
Anna and Christian just stared at each other, Anna even
cried because she missed Christian so much.
“So what happened that day? What happened to you and Troy?”
“Well actually, I didn’t go to meet him, I decided not to”
“Huh, but why? I thought you did”
“I went back on our hideout I waited for you to come back,
but you never did, so I knew, that you were with… Trish”
“But I’m also was there!, inside how come you never saw me?”
“The door was locked so I thought nobody is there, wait, why
were you there in the first place?, Aren’t you suppose to meet with Trish?”
“Well, perhaps we had the same reason why went back there”
“Really, I’m so glad to hear that, actually you’re the
reason why I came back, because since then up until now I still love you,”
Christian hold Anna’s hand “We can..” he was shocked to see a wedding ring on
Anna’s finger .
“You’re married? But with whom?”
“Honey!, I’m leaving!” a very familiar voice coming upstairs
“Troy?”
“Christian? What brought you here dude?”
“We.. well, vacation”
“I’m gonna be late for work I’ll catch up with you later! nice
to see you again dude, you got a lot of explanation to do but for the mean time
take care of my wife”
Troy kissed Anna, and leave.
“B-but since when?”
“Were married for 2 years now, but we have been a couple a
years after you left”
“I see, well I think
leaving back then was the most foolish decision I’ve ever made”
“Yes, but I guess it’s my fault too, if only I had the
courage to stop you from leaving, perhaps we ended up together instead of us”
“You love him?”
“the only person I love left me four years ago”
“ButI’m here now we can still try this out”
“Our feelings may never changed but our situations did”
Christina started crying and Anna held his hand and say…
“There’s something I have to tell you”
“Mommy, mommy! I’m
home” a young kid run towards Anna
“Baby, how are you my prince?
“You have a kid?”
“ahm.. yeah “
“Hey there buddy, what’s your name” Christian asked the kid
while wiping his tears
“I’m Ichan” the kid said
“Ichan?? That’s my name too” Christian look at Anna who was
already crying “how old are you?”
“ four”
-In love there are people that are perfect together but aren't meant to be-
Finally, the last part thanks for all of you who really read my series. Anyway, I'm still very busy this past few days so if I were missing in your post, i'll catch up with you guys as soon as I got this all cleared.
Saturday, July 6, 2013
Twisted (Part 9)
Anna tried calling Trish, but her phone was always unreachable,
she even tried going on Trish’s house but the maid told her that Trish wasn’t
there. Such instances gave Anna a confirmation that Trish is mad at her. Anna
locked herself in her room and cry all day, until she received a text message
from Christian, asking her to go to their hide out which she did immediately.
Anna saw Christian lying on the bed, he seems exhausted and
drunk.
“Ichan? What’s wrong? Why are drunk”
“It was a perfect moment Annie, I thought it was it, the
right time, so I took the risk, hahaha and this is what I got”
“That asshole punched you? Fuck him! Wait let me get a first
aid kit first and we’ll avenge you”
But before Anna get a chance to stand Christian grab her
hand, pulled and hugged her.
“Please don’t leave me, just stay for while, even just for a
while”
Few minutes passed and Anna felt kinda awkward on that
situation.
“Are you as lesbian now?” Anna told Christian just to break
that awkward moment.
“Silly! I’m still as gorgeous as you darling”
Christian let go of Anna and they both laugh sarcastically.
“Ooh Annie let’s drink!”
“But you’re drunk Ichan maybe you should go home”
“No, Im not drunk! Come on Annie, I know you’re good at
this!’
“Well, if you insist”
“A toast, for the broken hearted gays!”
“ hell yeah!”
They just enjoyed the night, drinking and laughing. They
were both drunk and they were doing crazy things. Anna drew a mustache one her
face while Christian used a blanket as dress. They turned on the music and
dance, just like how prom dances are, but Christian does the female part and
Anna for the male. They were just dancing as if they were in a party until Anna
stepped on Christian’s blanket dress, which caused them to fall on the bed.
Anna was on Christian’s top. At first they were laughing but as they stare on
each other’s eyes, a certain intense feeling started to rule over their body. A
few moments sooner Anna kissed Christian.
“Ichan!, hey buddy get up!”
“Anna? What happened?”
“What do you mean what happened, were late for school, that
happened”
“I mean, last night”
“Last night? Hahaha, well, you fell a sleep, you said you
were tough but then you ended up sleeping like a baby, haha you’re even moaning
as of you’re having a some sort of wet dream hahaha”
A minute later both of there phones received a message. Anna’s from Trish
and Christian’s was from Troy. Both messages saying that Trish and Troy was
willing give a shot on them, accepting their confessions and asking to meet
them.
“So what now?” Anna asked Christian
“Well it’s a mission accomplished I guess”
“So that means you’re going?”
“Yeah, I think so, I wanna know what he has to say, Why
you?”
“Same goes here”
They went home first to prepare themselves . They met again
at the bus station which grants them a chance to say goodbye as they were going
on different direction
“Best of luck Ichan”
“You too Annie”
“Thanks a lot for everything; I’m really happy that we had
the chance to be this close again”
“Yeah I am as well as happy”
They rode their buses but then, they were having a strange
feeling, as if every step was to heavy to do, that something is pulling them
back on that house or more likely back with each other.
PS
Yeah I know, the story us getting boring and fast phased haha anyway don't worry the nest issue would be the conclusion, for the mean time, good bye folks, I'm quite busy this past few days and will also be on the succeeding days wish me luck:P
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
My A-Z
A- Attached or single?
Attached and stressed.
B- Best friend
I lost him years ago, and I think nobody will ever replace him for that title.
C- Cake or pie
Cake, I don't know perhaps because it was sweeter? haha
D- Day of choice
Sunday, Church day, I love attending mass every Sunday and I'm proud to say that for this year I haven't skipped even once
E- Essential item
Internet and camera, well no explanation is needed right?
F- Favorite color
RED, bloody red! hmm I like it for no particular reason.
G- Gummibears or worms
Gummibears, I just love bears I would even dub them before eating hahaha!
H- Hometown
Cavite City
I- Favorite indulgence
Chocolates! guilty pleasure
J- January or July
July it's my birth month, so prepare your gift okay?
K- Kids
Well I have a lot! haha my precious stuffed toys
L- Life isn't complete without
God, family, friends and internet! and camera haha
M- Marriage date
Later:P
N- Number of brothers and sisters
Well I have three siblings. An older brother which happens to be a blogger too and a younger sister and a brother
O- Orange or apples
Apples because it's red haha, just make sure it wasn't poisonous okay?
P- Phobias
A world without camera hahaha, can't think of anything aside to that.
Q- Quotes
Yesterday is a history,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
but Today, is a gift,
that's why it's called present!
-from Kungfu Panda movie
R- Reason to smile
My family
S- Season of choice
Winter, haha I never experienced it tho haha
T- Tags 5 people
Jay, Madz, Joanne, Lala, Jeison, can you guess the common denominator among these bloggers?
U- Unknown facts about me
hmm, I can easily be depressed. Simple rejection or failure makes me feel extremely sad
W- Worst habit
CAMWHORRING?
X- Xray or ultra sound
Ultrasound, I had too much xray recently haha
Y- Your favorite food
Spaghetti, then, now and foreveeeeeeeer!
Z- Zodiac sign
Leo, Strong, competitive, loyal and passionate.
This is my response to ate Joy's tag post:P
Well, it's been a while since my last post, it just that I am sooo busy and there's still more to come! haha but I'm quite excited and happy about it:)
Attached and stressed.
B- Best friend
I lost him years ago, and I think nobody will ever replace him for that title.
C- Cake or pie
Cake, I don't know perhaps because it was sweeter? haha
D- Day of choice
Sunday, Church day, I love attending mass every Sunday and I'm proud to say that for this year I haven't skipped even once
E- Essential item
Internet and camera, well no explanation is needed right?
F- Favorite color
RED, bloody red! hmm I like it for no particular reason.
G- Gummibears or worms
Gummibears, I just love bears I would even dub them before eating hahaha!
H- Hometown
Cavite City
I- Favorite indulgence
Chocolates! guilty pleasure
J- January or July
July it's my birth month, so prepare your gift okay?
K- Kids
Well I have a lot! haha my precious stuffed toys
L- Life isn't complete without
God, family, friends and internet! and camera haha
M- Marriage date
Later:P
N- Number of brothers and sisters
Well I have three siblings. An older brother which happens to be a blogger too and a younger sister and a brother
O- Orange or apples
Apples because it's red haha, just make sure it wasn't poisonous okay?
P- Phobias
A world without camera hahaha, can't think of anything aside to that.
Q- Quotes
Yesterday is a history,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
but Today, is a gift,
that's why it's called present!
-from Kungfu Panda movie
R- Reason to smile
My family
S- Season of choice
Winter, haha I never experienced it tho haha
T- Tags 5 people
Jay, Madz, Joanne, Lala, Jeison, can you guess the common denominator among these bloggers?
hmm, I can easily be depressed. Simple rejection or failure makes me feel extremely sad
W- Worst habit
CAMWHORRING?
X- Xray or ultra sound
Ultrasound, I had too much xray recently haha
Y- Your favorite food
Spaghetti, then, now and foreveeeeeeeer!
Z- Zodiac sign
Leo, Strong, competitive, loyal and passionate.
This is my response to ate Joy's tag post:P
Well, it's been a while since my last post, it just that I am sooo busy and there's still more to come! haha but I'm quite excited and happy about it:)
Monday, June 24, 2013
What American Idol Should Do To Regain Their Ratings?
American Idol was undeniably one of the biggest and most anticipated reality-singing competition program ever aired on air, with a total of 12 seasons we are pretty much sure how far this show had gone since 2002. But as you all know, the show wasn't as successful as it was in the previous seasons, it's ratings was gradually declining from a season after another.In fact it had it's lowest viewership this season. Here's a chart I got from Wikipedia which clearly show, how the ratings had been from the first up to the latest season.
What could have caused this? well I don't wanna go further on that but instead I recommend you to visit this post my brother did regarding that issue (Top Five reason why American Idol is losing the ratings).
Well, As the title goes, I prefer listing down the things which, on my opinion that may make American Idol soar in ratings rank again or at least somehow improve it.
•Mentors - Well, I guess the strategy of Idol for this year was to put the biggest star on the panel instead having them as guest mentors, which was for sure a major fail. I just notice, the mentoring system of Idol had become dull lately unlike previous season on which they get to show variety on that. Perhaps most of AI's budget was spent on giving viewers an interesting panel which actually turned out an eye-sore to us. If they would again do such, there's a higher chance people will look up to watching the show more often because there's always new each week.
•Performance Upgrade - I think, season 12 somehow had some of the best vocals the show ever had, but something ain't right when it come to their performances. Yeah, vocally it was mostly great but, the actual or the whole performance itself was kinda boring to watch, and so, I thought if they would focus on putting more creativity on that certain factor, there will be no boring and forgettable numbers anymore. I know it's a singing competition which must focus on the singing, but in a world where there is Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Rihanna, Pink and so much more artists which gives audiences overflowing does of entertainment, I think Idol must also cope up on that.Enough with the smoke machine, spot light , stairs and splitting monitors on the background and come up with something new and current.
•Themes- As you all know, unlike other shows which gives contestants unlimited choices of songs to sing American Idol has this random theme each week, which I think was the best way to show their contestant's versatility. However, it is quite noticeable that Idol was running out of themes to use, most especially for this recent season which showcases themes that are too broad. Actually this goes with the mentors for whoever they may be, their songs will be on finalist's choices. Hmm, There's still a lot of artist to feature on the show, so Idol must also focus on this too.
•Selection Process - Yeah I must admit, season 12 offered a new twist on this process, when they introduce the Las Vegas week, but I somehow felt that it was just did to manipulate the result or maybe, such phase doesn't really differs on the other, all it does is prolong the process. They should come up with a better twist just to give their audiences something new something that would make upcoming season different from the previous.
• Judges - Honestly, I kinda like previous AI judges, for there's variety on their comments which I think makes them more interesting however, I think they somehow went overboard, the feud between Mariah and Nicki turned out to be quite annoying. So if that so, I think Idol must come up with a set of judges with a good chemistry yet still has variety.
Overall, what American Idol mainly needs are Variety and impressive Modifications most specially now that competitions had gone bigger and tougher. Well, these are just my opinion, I'm not an expert when it comes to such field, I'm just another avid viewer who was concluding things based on observations. Criticisms are well appreciated.
What could have caused this? well I don't wanna go further on that but instead I recommend you to visit this post my brother did regarding that issue (Top Five reason why American Idol is losing the ratings).
Well, As the title goes, I prefer listing down the things which, on my opinion that may make American Idol soar in ratings rank again or at least somehow improve it.
•Mentors - Well, I guess the strategy of Idol for this year was to put the biggest star on the panel instead having them as guest mentors, which was for sure a major fail. I just notice, the mentoring system of Idol had become dull lately unlike previous season on which they get to show variety on that. Perhaps most of AI's budget was spent on giving viewers an interesting panel which actually turned out an eye-sore to us. If they would again do such, there's a higher chance people will look up to watching the show more often because there's always new each week.
•Performance Upgrade - I think, season 12 somehow had some of the best vocals the show ever had, but something ain't right when it come to their performances. Yeah, vocally it was mostly great but, the actual or the whole performance itself was kinda boring to watch, and so, I thought if they would focus on putting more creativity on that certain factor, there will be no boring and forgettable numbers anymore. I know it's a singing competition which must focus on the singing, but in a world where there is Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Rihanna, Pink and so much more artists which gives audiences overflowing does of entertainment, I think Idol must also cope up on that.Enough with the smoke machine, spot light , stairs and splitting monitors on the background and come up with something new and current.
•Themes- As you all know, unlike other shows which gives contestants unlimited choices of songs to sing American Idol has this random theme each week, which I think was the best way to show their contestant's versatility. However, it is quite noticeable that Idol was running out of themes to use, most especially for this recent season which showcases themes that are too broad. Actually this goes with the mentors for whoever they may be, their songs will be on finalist's choices. Hmm, There's still a lot of artist to feature on the show, so Idol must also focus on this too.
•Selection Process - Yeah I must admit, season 12 offered a new twist on this process, when they introduce the Las Vegas week, but I somehow felt that it was just did to manipulate the result or maybe, such phase doesn't really differs on the other, all it does is prolong the process. They should come up with a better twist just to give their audiences something new something that would make upcoming season different from the previous.
• Judges - Honestly, I kinda like previous AI judges, for there's variety on their comments which I think makes them more interesting however, I think they somehow went overboard, the feud between Mariah and Nicki turned out to be quite annoying. So if that so, I think Idol must come up with a set of judges with a good chemistry yet still has variety.
Overall, what American Idol mainly needs are Variety and impressive Modifications most specially now that competitions had gone bigger and tougher. Well, these are just my opinion, I'm not an expert when it comes to such field, I'm just another avid viewer who was concluding things based on observations. Criticisms are well appreciated.
Friday, June 21, 2013
Twisted (Part 8)

Bang!
The girls thought Leo fired his gun on them, but the next
thing they knew Leo was lying on the ground.
Troy shot, Leo.
“Anna! Trish! Are
okay?” Troy asked them,
“Oh god, Troy? Is that you?” Trish asked
Trish runs towards Troy and cried, “Don’t worry babe
everything is okay now.” Troy comforts Trish.
Christian also went in the room, seeing Anna who seems
exhausted and was sitting on the floor.
“You okay Annie? Christian asked Anna,
Anna hugged Christian and does nothing but to cry as well.
Troy escorted Trish home while Christian brought Anna to the
hospital and he even called Anna’s parents.
The next day both Anna and Trish didn’t attend their
classes, while as for Leo; he was now under a hospital arrest. Though Christian
was kinda worried of Anna, he has to tutor Troy again.
Saturday morning, Christian went on Anna’s house to see if
she’s okay. Anna’s parents were surprised because it is the first time
Christian went there since the family dispute was started. He went to Anna’s
room and there she saw Anna sitting beside the window.
“Christian? What the? Did you? Ohh never mind, come in”
“Soo, what’s up?”
“I kissed her”
“whoa, really? On that night?”
“Yeah and I think she’s mad, she never called me since then”
“Well, perhaps she’s still in shock”
“Sigh, but I bet it won’t be the same anymore”
“You know what, why don’t we just forget about them just for this day”
Christian saw an old photo album on Anna’s table and started
browsing through it. It was a photo album of their pictures back when they used
to play with each other as kids. And
from a picture to another they started reminiscing their childhood. They laugh
hard that moment and they realize the wonderful friendship which they had back
then.
When Christian saw their picture on the old house that used
to be their play ground he insisted for them to fix it again which Anna
nodded. They purchased some paints and
gather materials and went straight to the old house. Their parents were puzzled
and thought that there’s something going on between the two and even though
there’s still a dispute they were both happy about it.
Anna and Christian enjoyed being together fixing their old
hideout.
“You know what? You’re not bad after all” Christian told
Anna
“What do you mean?”
“If I were a real guy, I think I would be in loved with you”
“re..really? but why?”
“Why not? You’re pretty, and you’re not like any other
bitches out there”
“Well it’s weird but I guess I feel the same way to you”
“Anyway, our family would be migrating soon”
“Whoa! Really why? I mean when?
“Dad told me we will after this school year so that would be
by the end of the month, but they will be there a head of me”
“How come you never told me this?”
“Well at first I wasn’t sure about it, and besides I can
stay here if I want to, so perhaps that’s why”
“ I see, so how about Troy?”
“Don’t you think I have to confess to him too?”
“Well if you’re leaving perhaps it’s worth a try”
“Maybe after our finals”
Anna and Christian went home and saw both of their families
were talking, at first they thought they were quarreling again but to their
surprised they were both laughing.
“What’s going on here?” Anna asked
“Well, I think it’s about time for us, our families to be
friends again” Anna’s father replied
“That ‘s cool but yet kinda weird” Christian told them
“Well both of you were okay now, and you two seems happy
together, so might as well us right?” Christian’s mother replied
Christian and Anna stared at one another and started
realizing that they were indeed back to how they were before.
Anna and Christian went in the school to attend their
classes, and even though it’s their final’s test Trish didn’t showed up, and as
for Troy, he is now about to prove the things he learned from Christian. Soon
that day, the result of the test will be released and Troy and Christian
decided to check it after their basketball practice.
It’s quite late so
Troy and Christian were the last to check their scores which was posted on a
bulletin board ,They browsed their names and saw that Troy didn't just passed,
but got one of the highest score as well. Troy was overwhelmed that he hugged
Christian. But when Troy saw Christian was shocked he felt a bit awkward about
it. They paused for a moment and stared at one another which pushed Christian
to kiss Troy. The kiss lasted for a few seconds but Troy let go and punched
Christian and walked out. Christian was left lying on the floor on tears.
_PS_
I would like to thank Wenn for this cool items she sent me and my brother Bluedreamer for this cute twisted poster!
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Man Of Steel
As you all know, I recently joined another Nuffnang contest, which is for the special movie screening tickets of Man of Steel and luckily I won. The movie screening was held yesterday at Shangri-la cineplex hosted by Nuffnang Philippines and sponsored by schick. Since I won two tickets for the said contest and I went there with brother Bluedreamer (well he insisted for me to join the said contest in the first place).
As for the movie, it was beyond what I was expecting. The visual effects was stunning the actors were great and the fighting scenes were breath taking. Aside to these great points the plot line able to explain everything about superman, his origin and his purpose which I really liked about the movie.
The main actor, Henry Cavill, to my opinion did a great job. He's acting was quite great and his posture sure suits the role of superman( I actually envied his body).
As for Amy Adams, who played the role of Lois Laine, I think there are lot of actress to play the role better than she did, it's not because she sucks or whatever, I just didn't get to see enough of Lois Laine's character at her.
And of course what's a hero without a villain right?, Micheal Shannon who played the role of General Zod did the most excellent job in the movie. I'm really impressed how he gave justice on such character.
Russell Crowe(Jor- El) and Diane Lane(Martha Kent) also played their role interestingly.
Overall, the movie was entirely great. It wasn't fast phased and the action packed fighting scenes were just indescribable. On my opinion the weak point of this movie is it's lack of comical approach (unless at the ending) which most DC movies also has, unlike Marvel movies they always has this comical scenes which serves as Ice breaker. But this doesn't make the movie less than greatness, if I would rank it I would give it 9 out 10 stars. I would definitely recommend you this movie.
By the way, as all of Nuffnang contest, aside to the movie screening, we also get to have some freebies and here's what we got.
A bag of Schick razors with a shaving foam and a rubber wrist watch.I would also like to thank NuffnangPH and Schick.
As for the movie, it was beyond what I was expecting. The visual effects was stunning the actors were great and the fighting scenes were breath taking. Aside to these great points the plot line able to explain everything about superman, his origin and his purpose which I really liked about the movie.
The main actor, Henry Cavill, to my opinion did a great job. He's acting was quite great and his posture sure suits the role of superman( I actually envied his body).
As for Amy Adams, who played the role of Lois Laine, I think there are lot of actress to play the role better than she did, it's not because she sucks or whatever, I just didn't get to see enough of Lois Laine's character at her.
And of course what's a hero without a villain right?, Micheal Shannon who played the role of General Zod did the most excellent job in the movie. I'm really impressed how he gave justice on such character.
Russell Crowe(Jor- El) and Diane Lane(Martha Kent) also played their role interestingly.
Overall, the movie was entirely great. It wasn't fast phased and the action packed fighting scenes were just indescribable. On my opinion the weak point of this movie is it's lack of comical approach (unless at the ending) which most DC movies also has, unlike Marvel movies they always has this comical scenes which serves as Ice breaker. But this doesn't make the movie less than greatness, if I would rank it I would give it 9 out 10 stars. I would definitely recommend you this movie.
By the way, as all of Nuffnang contest, aside to the movie screening, we also get to have some freebies and here's what we got.
A bag of Schick razors with a shaving foam and a rubber wrist watch.I would also like to thank NuffnangPH and Schick.
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Twisted (part 7)
“Anna! Anna! Are you okay? Anna wake up”, a familiar voice
waking Anna.
“Tri… Trish? What ha… ugh my head aches”
“Thank goodness, you’re just fine, I’m freaking out here”
Trish replied
“Where are we?”
“I don’t know I woke up like this”
Anna and Trish were on a room which seems to be a stockroom
and they were tide up together.
“My queen! You’re up!” a guy entered the room.
“Le..Leo?” Trish gasp
“You know him Trish?”
“Yeah he courted me last year but Troy and I were still…”
“SHHHH shut up! I don’t wanna hear that!”
“What do you want from us?” Anna asked.
“From you? None but as for her, my wife , she’s all I need”
“You’re crazy! I don’t like you asshole!”
“Eventually you will”
Meanwhile, Christian was about to go home from Troy’s house,
Troy went upstairs to get his car keys and so Christian was left alone.
“So, are you my son’s tutor friend?”
“ohh good evening Mr. Cruz”
“You’ll get tired teaching that guy, he knows nothing aside
basketball, he even fail to pass he’s entrance exams he took before saint Jude’s”
“ But sir, I think he can be great in academics too, I
evaluated him a while ago and I know he can”
“hahaha well perhaps he will, ten years from now hahaha, I’m
his father, I know him.
Troy heard their conversation but he hid himself.
“With all due respect sir, yes, you are the father and I’m
just his friend, I may not know him as much as you do, but what makes us different
is I have faith on him. Sometimes sir, it takes more than knowing, and most of
the time, all you have to do is to believe. And as for a father, I think that’s
merely what you have to do sir.”
“Dad, are you scaring my friend again?”
“No, Troy, were just introducing ourselves, nice to meet you
Mr. Cruz.
Leo, took Anna away from Trish.
“What are you gonna do with Anna! Let her go! I’m all you
need right?”
“Trish shut up! I wont leave you here”
“No, you know I can’t do that Trish, she’s in this now, but
yet she has to be gone”
“What do you mean?”
Leo took his gun out and pointed it to Anna, “walk! Over
there”
“Anna!, don’t hurt her please!” Trish started crying
“You’re even cuter when you cry Trish, don’t worry I’ll be
back” Leo told Trish
“Don’t worry Trish, I’ll be okay”
Leo took Anna, on another room on which he is planning to
shot Anna. Anna was thinking of a way
out of that situation and since her hands were tied, fighting back was not an
option. The room has a huge glass window and Anna thought if only she could
push that guy there she’ll get to save them both. but for her to do her plan,
she has to divert Leo’s attention and so she acted as if someone on Leo’s back.
Leo notice Anna’s gestures to he look back, and that’s when Anna Attack Leo
with all her strength to push him towards the window. Leo falls from the window
but before he, landed he was able to pull his trigger.
Trish cried harder because she taught Anna was killed, but
to her surprise she saw Anna entering the room with wounded arm.
“Anna! Oh my god, I thought you’re dead, what happened”
“There’s no time for that Trish we have to escape from here”
Meanwhile, on Troy’s car,
“Thanks, for that Christian, thanks, for believing in me,”
“Troy, you’re special to me actually..” Christian is about
to confess but his phone rang.
“Anna? Nice ti.. wha.. what? Where are you?”
“I don’t know, were on an abandon house and all I can see
from here was an old wind mill”
“old wind mill?, Troy do you know where can we see that?”
“I think so, why what’s wrong?”
“Anna and Trish was kidnapped, we’ll have to save them”
Both guy rushed to get to where Trish and Anna was. Meanwhile,
the two girls checked Leo’s body, but it was gone.
“You bitch” Leo said who was behind them and he is pointing his gun to them.
Anna hugged Trish and
told her, “try everything to escape, I love you” and Anna kissed Trish.
Bang!
Sunday, June 9, 2013
American Idol Season 13 Judges
American Idol sure offered a lot of surprises this season, new set of judges and a girl champion which has been far at reach seen the WGWG curse has begun. But inspire of these changes and the excellency of the finalist the show didn't soar that much as they does on previous seasons, in fact it had it's lowest rating ever.
And aside to the rating drop American Idol season 12 receive a lot of criticism. Most were saying that this season was "manipulated", has been quite predictable, lame and boring episodes and of course too much drama on the panel. As for me, I was in favor of Candice Glover being the champion, her vocal prowess sure deserves the title, what I didn't like is the show really change nothing, yeah we have new judges but the performance of the finalist and the theme used was kinda the same and quite boring unlike the previous seasons.
Well, as for the upcoming season we can again, expect a major change on the panel as all of the judges would be replaced including the longest judge idol ever had, Randy Jackson.
As early as now, a lot of rumors were spreading of who would be sitting on the panel.As of now, the only confirmed judge was an American Idol alumnus, Jennifer Hudson, having a Grammy, an Oscar and a Golden globe she sure has what it takes to be there, and I also think it's about time for an alumnus to judge.There's a possibility that Keith Urban would come back for another season, and he said he was wiling to do so. Another rumors saying that Jennifer Lopez who had been a judge of AI for two consecutive years could also be back on the panel however, based on the interviews she had, she seems unwilling yet open for possibilities. Aside Jennifer Hudson a lot of American Idol alumni were also on the list of possible judges such as Adam Lambert, , Kelly Clarkson, Clay Aiken and Carrie Underwood.
Regardless of who ever will judge, this upcoming season would definitely be a different one, better or worse? that's what were gonna find out next year.
And aside to the rating drop American Idol season 12 receive a lot of criticism. Most were saying that this season was "manipulated", has been quite predictable, lame and boring episodes and of course too much drama on the panel. As for me, I was in favor of Candice Glover being the champion, her vocal prowess sure deserves the title, what I didn't like is the show really change nothing, yeah we have new judges but the performance of the finalist and the theme used was kinda the same and quite boring unlike the previous seasons.
Well, as for the upcoming season we can again, expect a major change on the panel as all of the judges would be replaced including the longest judge idol ever had, Randy Jackson.
As early as now, a lot of rumors were spreading of who would be sitting on the panel.As of now, the only confirmed judge was an American Idol alumnus, Jennifer Hudson, having a Grammy, an Oscar and a Golden globe she sure has what it takes to be there, and I also think it's about time for an alumnus to judge.There's a possibility that Keith Urban would come back for another season, and he said he was wiling to do so. Another rumors saying that Jennifer Lopez who had been a judge of AI for two consecutive years could also be back on the panel however, based on the interviews she had, she seems unwilling yet open for possibilities. Aside Jennifer Hudson a lot of American Idol alumni were also on the list of possible judges such as Adam Lambert, , Kelly Clarkson, Clay Aiken and Carrie Underwood.
Regardless of who ever will judge, this upcoming season would definitely be a different one, better or worse? that's what were gonna find out next year.
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Twisted (Part 6)
Troy asked Christian to help him with his studies and
offered him to stay at his house, which Christian cannot afford to resist.
After school they proceed on the plan, Christian was stunned to see how big
Troy’s house was which clearly shows how rich they really are. They went
straight to Troy’s room. Troy’s room was big yet the typical guy’s room and as
Christian enters the room there’s a certain feeling suddenly occur, hot and
thrilling moment, perhaps due to the fact that they were alone.
Troy started bringing his books out and from that instance
the tutorial has begun.
Meanwhile, as for Anna, she accompanied Trish on her locker
to get some of her stuff. Trish was surprised to see a bouquet of flowers
inside her locker, and a letter was also included. At first Trish was giggling
because of it, but then, when she opened the letter she was kinda bothered by
what is written on it
“I want you, I need you. And I will GET you”.
Two hours had passed and Troy and Christian was still
studying. Troy was surprised how fast he understands the lesson and of course
it’s because how well Christian was teaching him. Troy asked one of his maids
to prefer a snack for them, and that’s when they took a break. Troy asked
Christian if he want to see Troy’s personal gym which Christian nodded.
They went on the basement where all of Troy’s equipment
were placed. The place looks exactly like a typical gym, it even has it’s own
shower room and Troy was proud to show his complete set of gym equipments.
“Wanna try those?” Troy asked Christian
“But I don’t have any extra shirt” Christian replied
“Don’t you worry I have a lot”
Troy lends Christian a pair of shirt and jersey shorts and
they started working out.
Anna, was really worried for Trish, she even insisted to
escort her home, but Trish refused and tell her it’s just nothing, she also
told Anna they she’s been receiving such for quite sometime now. Trish bids
goodbye to Anna, which was still worried. She watched Trish as she walks away,
everything seems to be okay but then, a suspicious guy started following Trish.
Anna went after them to make sure everything would be just right, but
unfortunately they’re both gone. Anna panicked and started running around to
search for Trish.
Troy and Christian was tired and exhausted, Troy asked
Christian to use the shower room, but Christian insisted for Troy to go first.
While waiting, as Christian hears the splash of water from the shower room,
there’s something on his mind telling to peak but he manage to divert his
attention by playing his phone. Christian didn’t even notice that Troy was
done, until Troy tapped his back. Troy was half naked and wears nothing but a
towel. All of a sudden everything seems to be in slow motion even the water
dripping from Troy’s chess to his abs. The tension didn’t stop there because
Troy removed his towel letting Christian saw the rest of him. Christian started
having erection so he went straight to the shower room to hide it from Troy.
Christian wants to see Troy’s naked body but he needs to control himself.
Anna, saw Trish and nothing happened to her, she run toward
Trish and hugged her tightly.
“Anna? What’s wrong?” Trish asked
“I was worried; I thought something happened to you, I
thought I’ll never see you again”
“Relax Anna, I’m okay don’t be para…” Before Trish finishes
what she has to say a guy hit her from the back
“Trish! What have you done! Who are..” Anna was as well hit by that mysterious guy.
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Outcast
Do you know how it feels to be an outcast? that certain feeling that you were still alone even though you're surrounded with a lot of people, well, in my case, I had, and it feels like I still do.As they say we live in a small world, but if so, why do we still feel alone?.
Back in my high school days, I was a typical student (well, I think I was) who goes at school and come home right after. I had friends back then, actually all of my classmates treats me really well as if I was kind of respected. But that only happens at school after that, nobody even notice that I'm gone, nobody invited me to hangout after school, nobody wants to be with me, that's how I felt back then, nobody aside my two best friends. But even though I had them back then, something in me was lacking, I was longing for a different type of friendship I guess.
So after high school through my first job, I had my first ever cellphone, and from then I started joining texting clans, I even built my own. And I had met then the best of friends I had, some people that I can play jokes with, and that was the very first time I felt appreciated, that I was valued as a person, as me, as a real friend. But along the way something happened, my best friend died, and the other went on with their live and as for me, the feeling of being alone came back. Nobody ever made me feels that way since my best friend, perhaps that's why I cried the hardest on his funeral, I even cried louder than his girl friend. Weeks after, I was sick, perhaps due to depression, and from then I decided that I can't live like that, and so, I started wondering around again, but unfortunately I don't know where to start on my circle of friends then, so I started joining texting clans again. I flirt with a lot of girls back then, coz that's how I feel appreciated, until I met my girl friend but ironically, the girl I loved, never really made me feels that way and what's worst is, I keep distance to those people who makes me great which my girl friend was jealous of.
And it feels like I was back on the way it was before,but now I learned to accept the fact that people lives on with or with out me.
Back in my high school days, I was a typical student (well, I think I was) who goes at school and come home right after. I had friends back then, actually all of my classmates treats me really well as if I was kind of respected. But that only happens at school after that, nobody even notice that I'm gone, nobody invited me to hangout after school, nobody wants to be with me, that's how I felt back then, nobody aside my two best friends. But even though I had them back then, something in me was lacking, I was longing for a different type of friendship I guess.
So after high school through my first job, I had my first ever cellphone, and from then I started joining texting clans, I even built my own. And I had met then the best of friends I had, some people that I can play jokes with, and that was the very first time I felt appreciated, that I was valued as a person, as me, as a real friend. But along the way something happened, my best friend died, and the other went on with their live and as for me, the feeling of being alone came back. Nobody ever made me feels that way since my best friend, perhaps that's why I cried the hardest on his funeral, I even cried louder than his girl friend. Weeks after, I was sick, perhaps due to depression, and from then I decided that I can't live like that, and so, I started wondering around again, but unfortunately I don't know where to start on my circle of friends then, so I started joining texting clans again. I flirt with a lot of girls back then, coz that's how I feel appreciated, until I met my girl friend but ironically, the girl I loved, never really made me feels that way and what's worst is, I keep distance to those people who makes me great which my girl friend was jealous of.
And it feels like I was back on the way it was before,but now I learned to accept the fact that people lives on with or with out me.
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Transform yourself with Schick
It's a bird.. it's a plane.. no it's Superman!, There's no doubt the Man of steel is all set to invade Philippine cinemas this coming June! Well who doesn't wanna see one of the most famous and most sucessful and iconic super hero that had ever been?.
The unmatchable strength, flight, speed and laser vision who would go against you if you had such power? and not to mention a hunky body and the looks that could make girls head over hills, yeah being superman includes the looks, Henry Cavill, Brandon Routh, Tom Welling with this guys well I'm pretty much sure of that.
If only I could be him, the Superman, or just to have his powers even just just for A WEEK! I'm sure I could do tons of things.
I think the first thing I would do is to fly from a country after another, haha yeah, of course, no visa, no passport and plane tickets needed for that haha, And it can be done in no time too.
Hmm how about the strength what could I possibly do with such power? As if there's villains or aliens would appear and invade the earth, well I guess I could use it to build or fix something, hmm how about the "leaning tower or Pisa"? hahaha or our church here which was under renovations for years now.
I could even go help in space exploration through Superman's power, well I saw some outer space scenes at superman movies and cartoons, so I guess that's possible
Hmm there's indeed a lot of things that you can do having such abilities but one thing is for sure, at time like this, that's most everyone were at their knees begging for something to hold on, being a Superman, the least yet the best thing you can do is be an inspiration to others, a source of hope and icon of courage. But I guess you don't need to be Superman for that, it would naturally comes out from a heart filled with love and that what makes us Super.
Nuffnang and Shick is having a special screening of probably one of the most awaited and most anticipated movie of the year, Man of Steel which you can also win just by joining their promo, just click the picture below and find out how you can be a part of this special screening which will be held on Shagri-la Cineplex!
By the way, I personally use Shick, and since I never feel like growing mustache, because as you can see in the picture above, how mustache makes me looks kinda old. I always use Shick razor and never even once it disappointed me, no scratch no itch just the refreshing and clean feeling of neatness haha or just as what their slogan says, Schick. Free Your Skin.
Per DTI-NCR Permit No.1843 Series of 2013.
Thursday, May 23, 2013
FIRST B(log) DAY (part 7)
Okay this would be the last part of this blogversary series, and for this post I wanted to thank you all for everything,.. for the gifts, for every comments and for the friendship we started through this platform. If it wasn't for you, perhaps I'm already gone half way through.
I am really thankful of having this blog, because at time like this, when it seems that there's nothing right going on in my life, I knew that through this, I did something with a bit of a sense, that for once I did something valuable which I could somehow be proud of. Here, there's no rejections and even though I did a lot of mistakes and even if I wasn't the best I can confidently say that in blogging, I do belong.
And as in return, I'll try my very best to still be at each and every post, or in other words to stay as Mr. most frequent for as long as I can. I don't know until when or what awaits for me here or if could I ever be better, but one thing is for sure, I love doing this and this blog will go on. So please, I beg for your understanding at every post that I will be having.
Again from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU!.
I am really thankful of having this blog, because at time like this, when it seems that there's nothing right going on in my life, I knew that through this, I did something with a bit of a sense, that for once I did something valuable which I could somehow be proud of. Here, there's no rejections and even though I did a lot of mistakes and even if I wasn't the best I can confidently say that in blogging, I do belong.
And as in return, I'll try my very best to still be at each and every post, or in other words to stay as Mr. most frequent for as long as I can. I don't know until when or what awaits for me here or if could I ever be better, but one thing is for sure, I love doing this and this blog will go on. So please, I beg for your understanding at every post that I will be having.
Again from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU!.
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